What people see on camera vs real life 

Now I have spoken about this on YouTube people don’t seem to get what I act like on YouTube is not the real me i never show the real me maybe out of fear maybe out of shame maybe because I hate the real me Reasons why 

I have OCD MPD Anxiety Depression Epilepsy Astma Dyslexia also reacently diagnosed with PTSD which would explain my anxiety and depression a lot 

Now here are the Reason why I like the me online she is Bubble Out going Smiling Joking Ready for any thing And so on 

You got that whole reality vs expectations thing going on